Ok, I know it's a bit exaggerating.... but it seems like I've (once again, duh!) dive head-in into (yet-another) an unknown relationship which no one (except God) knows whether it'll work out.... I hope this sentiment of mine is wrong.... I really don't wish to travel down the pain-filled path again.... But... but.... I'm so worried about her now....

What the heck! Just pray for her [speedy] recovery now and let the rest of the things work out itself in the future.... her health is of utmost importance now!!!!