I don't know why, but my moods kinda sank today.... Perhaps it was due to "Elena's trilogy"....

Today, when Owl and I met Sharon for lunch, I didn't feel at all happy to see a friend "who-just-came-back-and-is-going-away." I sat there, most of the time silently munching my sandwich, listening to the two ladies exchanging news and gossips.

"Hey, I tell you......"

"Well, my boss/colleague is kinda...."

Nothing's wrong to "see bile splattering" since no workplace is perfect, but even the supposedly amusing exchange didn't lift up my moods....

Have I unconsciously allowed her to occupy so much place in my heart (albeit one-sided) that I've rendered myself helpless(-ly in love)? I must admit that I'm one weak person... and there's nothing wrong to be weak....